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Michael: Hello!! i want your blog really it was very interesting to show...can you teach me how to put a photo album in the blog..thanks...im new blogger in your site..i like your site...
Corsarius: napadaan lang, xam! :P
网站优化: Hello Good blog website, I love, I hope you do better! !
流水线: Your blog, I liked it, it has a collection!
medicine: good article!
anaps: Hello Romel, kumusta na? Ang tagal na, na di ako nakapunta dito. Anyway , have you heard of the money making sites? Check out my blog... .
sparkle: Wishing you a blessed weekend sam
pam: musta? san ka na?
nanoy en ergoe: Hapi nu yir xam!
angel24-7: hello xam! musta ka na, long time no hear. thanks for dropping by my blog. mishu na po! *mwah*
pam: hi xam, happy birthday! maging masaya ka sana lagi, lagi, lagi :-)
rain: dada xam! bakit ako di mo na-mi-miss? :(
aira: hello! dumadaan lang... nice site!
enchantingbluebutterfly: Hi There, It's been awhile, since I said hello, thanks for the tag too. The holiday season in once again started over here. Thanksgiving was yesterday, but my family and I are celebrating today.
richard: hi xam. thanks for droppin by my site.. i really like the music, rgabks.. btw, nice blog! and also thanks for the compliment.. :-)
kai: ey xam! i just updated my blog after ten years!
sparkle: Drop by to say hi and read your poems, always inspiriting
mac: yep, you're right (about the poem). thanks for the comment
mac: Hmm, nice music, nice background, nice entries, nice name
Xam: Hi Dzune, us in mid-life crisis hmmm. I don't wanna think about it :-)
dzune: masyado ako nakarelate sa rants at thirty.. midlife crisis ba nga ang kinakaharap natin ngayon.
Xam: My friend took that picture when we were in Mall of Asia Seafront. It's me on the silhouette
gcol: sam...did you take the photo sa background mo, urself? ganda ah..
Ako: You are Xam. I am Gerry. :)
me-ann: hi, xam! napadaan lang :)
bluedale: hello sam... musta.. long tym d ako na kaupdate ng blog ko... jazz blog hoppin..
lysistrata: nice to see you bloging again. :)
she: hi xam! i transferred to a new home na, nahuli ni boss yung dati kong blog kaya i deleted it na! paki-change na lang url ko. =)
She: hi sam! welcome back! musta na?
EJAY: Hello!!
salva: hi there! i was bloghoppin and i came across urs... nice background!
she: hi sam! i'm back! finally, i was able to get a new job na. musta na? :)
kramer: halu halu!
rain: happy holidays, dada xam! :)
mitz: Hello uncle xam! Sorry ngayon lang ulit napadalaw. Grabe busy na kase. Christmas rush. Miss ya! =)
enchantingbluebutterfly: Hello my poetic friend. We are celebrating Thanksgiving today and I just want to share the many blessings with you.
Marrah Mae: hi there this site is such a superb! the poems amazed me alot talaga. I wish to read more of your poems Kudos... for sure I'll chck this website everynow and then
mitz: Hi Xam, napadalaw lang, nangungumusta. I hope all is well. =)
siquey: tabi-tabi po..ei... musta po ang uncle xam ng pp? pasensya po kungt di masyado nakakarating sa mga GAs...
che: pede bang maki-post dito ng poems ko?
Edz: nagbbasa, nakikibasa,
spindoctor: makikiraan po...
kiko: maaring lumipat din ako XAm, pero sa malayo ako dadalhin ng pag-eempleyo kaya siguro medyo mamamahinga muli sa PP. Settle ko muna lahat.
mitz: bata pa tayo xam. isang araw mahuhubog rin tayo ng lubos. in the meantime, enjoy na muna, hehehe.
bravezila:
batuta: ei, chief! dumadaan lang po. nakalipat ka na rin pala ng work. magbabakal ka na ngayon. hehe. yan ang tawag sa amin (sa mechanical engg dept) nung college kami. gud luck sa bagong work!
kramer: hey. hey. lumipat ka ng work? peace of mind? syet. i like.
jedfan: hey!! fan ka rin pala ni jed, have u checked out our fan blog? http://jedtribe.blogdrive.com/
stephie: amishu mahal kong xam! mwah
eros: namamasyal ulit.. ;) nakikisayaw ky tina a. hehe
kiko: pasilip

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Thursday, November 23rd 2006

9:43 AM

Reduced to a thousand-pesos worth, to insignificance, to ashes

Yesterday. Fragility burned me to ashes. Love and vulnerability turned me into an insignificant shadow. A thousand pesos downgraded me to an accused taking-advantage fool that I am not and never will be. I was reduced to the irrelevant being I never expected people will see me as. I was small, so small that even I couldn’t measure my self worth. I felt helpless. Unimportant.  Limping in lost of breath clinging on the rails of Edsa sidewalk. Too small.  Too small.

Never again.  Never again. Never...

Nov. 23, 2006

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